Center of Attention
Sometimes, you think that others would think you're cool for doing this and that. In other words, you're a fool. Your friends are not your friends. They smile at you because it's polite to do so. They will turn the other way when YOU turn your back. This is the time when you have to start realizing these things. Stop pretending and look forward. Look into a mirror if you like, like it works. Let's pretend that you don't hear me saying that mirrors don't work like that. Pretend that you also didn't hear how I say that mirrors show only what you want to see. Just keep believing in what you feel like believing.
Not like I care you know? But seriously, get a life and stop staring at the mirror. They show what you want to know. But, they do not grant wishes. If you were so attentive to your surroundings, you would finally realize no one really likes you. One day, you will wake up all by yourself. You will not realize what mistakes you made unless someone tells you personally. That day won't ever come because you are one of the people that do not deserve to be in this world. Everyone deserves to be in this world and change. You will be the one that will never change and therefore, go die and benefit the society with your death. Think about it. Think about what kind of person are you? Dramatic? Preppy? Nice? Kind? Thoughtful? Do not put labels on yourself, describing who you are.
Try changing your person if you can so that others can feel comfortable around you. Everyone was born to be someone unique. But you can't be too unique or too "high-class" for others. Everyone was made equal. Think about how others feel when they're around you. Do they feel the same as you do or do they feel the way you think they feel? Now here's some life based experience from me:
There's this girl I know. She acts like she's important and she's so "nice". She has "friends" that talk with her and all. But, she's always the "center of attention" person. She's been in my school for 3 years. She didn't changed at ALL. She thinks that everyone loves her. She thinks that she's teachers' pet. She doesn't care how people think about her, I THINK. She's this person that will tell you what to do and you have to do it. Of course, there's always those objections BUT if it something that involves a group, she can really make you do everything. She doesn't notice how others don't like her. She goes on with her life, trying to be center of attention. However, she would never reach that goal. She could keep pursuing it but it would never work out. Why? She never got approved as "nice" by her "friends". She got dejected. Rejected. And she never knew that.
Now, you may have a lot of these, "You are so mean" or something similar to comment this blog post. Hey, just trying to give a heads up. Please do not criticize one's opinion. If you knew someone that was trying to be a bitch all these years and doesn't notice it for herself, then you would probably feel the same but at a lower level or higher level.
Not like I care you know? But seriously, get a life and stop staring at the mirror. They show what you want to know. But, they do not grant wishes. If you were so attentive to your surroundings, you would finally realize no one really likes you. One day, you will wake up all by yourself. You will not realize what mistakes you made unless someone tells you personally. That day won't ever come because you are one of the people that do not deserve to be in this world. Everyone deserves to be in this world and change. You will be the one that will never change and therefore, go die and benefit the society with your death. Think about it. Think about what kind of person are you? Dramatic? Preppy? Nice? Kind? Thoughtful? Do not put labels on yourself, describing who you are.
Try changing your person if you can so that others can feel comfortable around you. Everyone was born to be someone unique. But you can't be too unique or too "high-class" for others. Everyone was made equal. Think about how others feel when they're around you. Do they feel the same as you do or do they feel the way you think they feel? Now here's some life based experience from me:
There's this girl I know. She acts like she's important and she's so "nice". She has "friends" that talk with her and all. But, she's always the "center of attention" person. She's been in my school for 3 years. She didn't changed at ALL. She thinks that everyone loves her. She thinks that she's teachers' pet. She doesn't care how people think about her, I THINK. She's this person that will tell you what to do and you have to do it. Of course, there's always those objections BUT if it something that involves a group, she can really make you do everything. She doesn't notice how others don't like her. She goes on with her life, trying to be center of attention. However, she would never reach that goal. She could keep pursuing it but it would never work out. Why? She never got approved as "nice" by her "friends". She got dejected. Rejected. And she never knew that.
Now, you may have a lot of these, "You are so mean" or something similar to comment this blog post. Hey, just trying to give a heads up. Please do not criticize one's opinion. If you knew someone that was trying to be a bitch all these years and doesn't notice it for herself, then you would probably feel the same but at a lower level or higher level.
--Yuki Ai
Labels: center of attention, friends, life, school
posted by Yuki Ai @ 11:43 PM,
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