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May 3, 2009

Love In Reality

Today, I'm going to go a little off topic and show you this video first:





--I'm sorry, there's no english subtitles for these drama episodes yet!
These are from a drama called Fairy From Wonderland. It displays the love between a fairy and a human. Of course, it is not always like this in real life. That is why I chose to watch it. It showed the things that humans in real life cannot do. It only happens in movies. However, I have faith that I will witness something like this somewhere in my life. Hopefully in college, because at that time, maybe I will understand more.

While I was watching these episodes, I cried. I thought. I talked. What if that happened to me? What if my parents were against me loving someone? What if I was just like the girl in the episode? Would my life be different?

I always thought of myself as a spirit resting in this body. I look out from these eyes but they're not my eyes. They're just there. I thought of myself living a dream... waiting to wake and find that I'm another person, remembering my past lives, reliving them. After I finish reliving them, I will then, return to reality, back to the present.

All this magic. I wish I could forget. But, I know I cannot. It's something etched into my memory, cannot be deleted. If a computer file is useless, you can just press the delete button. But I cannot do that. No normal human being is able to.

I once loved this boy. Maybe it was love or maybe it's infatuation. All I know is that it's selfless love. It's one sided love. I never knew how he felt about me. But, I loved him all the same. He graduated. He's gone. But, I don't think my heart ever left him. I do not know why..

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Thank you for reading.
--Yuki Ai

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